Leaving Your City Rochelle Nameroff It wasn't as if the sky closed up again like a diner in need of new management, the rips in the bright red booth sealed over with something stickier than hope. The greyish blue sky is just flirtation, a re-run-- the kicked aside glass shards, the dogshit of cigarette butts, the people like matchsticks-- Now she walks home to her home along Lee Street so used to the litany of sadness the scar tissue grows into a boot. Somewhere in her ears there is a circuit where clean untarnished words wish to enter. They tell about the sun and its efficiency of angles. They talk of a right way to walk about the world. To the left of the emptied out street is a tower, once full of water, now a reminder of where to turn. Its fat disgraceful belly sways high above the street, though it never quite moves when she stays there to look at it. Like the rest of the world's near objects it just stands. Like her wish to be an object, without explanation. And her pain, that story that everyone claims to know, let it belong to the distance, to the horizon, to the final hint that was always on the periphery, with its satisfied blur, that makes everyone's mute goodbye just another waving piece of air. Graphic by Kelly Morris |
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