Closing Ritual Steven D. Schroeder Sunday night, Monday morning really, smoke still embalming the room, she gathers full ashtrays from empty tables, retreats behind the bar and prepares to scour with the same rag she wipes on wood scars and soggy cardboard coasters. The jukebox volume stumbles brokenly as it coughs up "Free Fallin’" for the ninth time tonight. Dumping the remains from plastic urns, she scrubs—pausing only to taste her own cigarette and brush back restless bangs—until the cloth soaks black and her hands seem bitter and poisonous. She grinds lotion over the odor. Closing time in fifteen minutes. A stranger at the end of the bar plays video-crack, and Denny D shoots darts with his crew, who’ll beg for a final pitcher of Bud and blow the keg. She reaches for her ashtray, ignores the others—each one holds tiny dying splinters. |